I Don't Effing Know

I just don't know.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know what to say.
Don't know what to think.
Don't know what to feel.
I don't know for God sake.

Should i know something when there is nothing for me to know?
Is it possible?

Where can i look to search for an answer?
How can i find when there is no sign at all?
What can i do when there is no one to ask to?
This is too much. This is too tiring.

I DON'T EFFING KNOW..!!!

I hate this eerie feeling.
Please go, never come back.
And leave me alone.
Thank you very much.
Bye!