My Conversation

Every day..
Every night..
Every time..

Here and there..
Now and then..
This and that..

For when i am alone..
For when i have no one to talk to..
For when i am awake and cannot go to sleep..

I am always having conversation in my head..
A chat between my heart and my brain..
A discussion with myself and i..

Have you wander around inside your own head and see what is going on up there?
Have you check to make sure what your heart really want?
Have you hear deeply to what yourself have been said lately?

I have..
But..
I am still not sure..

As for now..
I am making another late night chapter of never ending debate..
With no clear line about what is right and what is wrong..

Home

A place i could call home..
A place im longing for..
A place that i always missed..

Where do i belong in this world..
Where can i rest all my soul..
Where do i fit in..

I feel lost..
I dont know where to come home to..
Or who to come home to..

The places i used to call home..
The faces i used to feel home..
All gone..
Is just an empty memories..

I wanna feel safe and warm again..
I wanna feel something again..
Something other than this hollowness..

I need to feel again..
I want to come home..

Someday

To my brightest star of all..
You know that a sun is actually a star too..
So, never see yourself as a star..
You are also a sun..

I once been in your position..
I feel what the star feel..
And this nina's song help me to shine brighter..
This song help me became a sun..

Once i got this song from you, and now..
I'm giving it back to you..

Someday..
You'll see that you are a sun..

Someday you're gonna realize
One day you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there
We'll be happy somewhere even if I can't 

You know I do really see your worth
I once think you're the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know that we are not that strong
But it won't take long, won't take long

Cause, someday someone's gonna love you
The way you wanted me to need you
Someday someone's gonna take my place
One day you'll forget about me
You'll see you won't even miss me
Someday, someday

Right now I know I can tell
You're down and you're not doing well (me too)
But one day those tears, they will all run dry
We won't have to cry sweet goodbye

Cause, someday someone's gonna love you
The way you wanted me to need you
Someday someone's gonna take my place
Oh, one day you'll forget about me
You'll see you won't even miss me
Someday, I know someone's gonna be there

Someday someone's gonna love you
The way you wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take my place
One day you'll forget about me
You'll see you won't even miss me
Someday, someday

"Someday" was originally written by Volante, Nyoy.
But as you know, i change it a bit..

I am the Sun

“Never ignore someone who loves you and cares about you.

'Cause one day you may realize you lost the moon

while counting stars.” 

― John O'Callaghan ―

I don't know which one of you is my moon..

And i also don't know which one of you is the stars..

One thing that i know..

I am the sun..

And i will forever shining even without anybody..

But.. I will also give my light to the dark moon..

I want my moon to shine beside me..

I want the whole world know there is this adorable moon..
I want all the people could admire your beautiful soul..

Because you deserve all the love you could get..

Because you are special..

Because you are my one and only moon..
And i want you by my side..

While.. The stars..

They don't need me..

They could shine on their own..

They are always shining..
You have the light inside you..
And you will keep mesmerizing..
Even when you fall, you are the falling stars..
And the whole world will pray upon you..

If you are my moon..

I hope we stay close to one another..

I hope my bright and heat wont be a problem for you...

We could shine together and will be happy to the infinity and beyond..
Let's bring light to all that we care about..

If you are among the stars..

Please keep shining..

Please keep being a wonderful person you are..

Don't let me stop you from shining..

Please don't let the world dim down your light..

In the end..
There is only one sun.. There is only one moon..
And all the stars surround us, thousands of them among us..

So are you my moon?
Or are you the stars?

Hhh.. I pray that God help me making the right decision..

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year

I made and printed this, and sent it to few friends..
I'm sending it in the old way, via post and not email..
So happy that this little gesture can light up others..
Somehow it also brighten up my day..
Thank you folks!

" Give hope to the hopeless

Love to the loveless

Remind us to be selfless

Cause this is Christmas

So here's my happy Christmas to you "

- Happy Christmas by Colbie Caillat -

See you soon and may God bless you always.. ^^